hey people remember HEAVEN & HELL at Neverland????
missing PRIVATE KINKY PARTIES????
well I do...
get some time off at work to recuperate the day after...
when? well, for now I am planning. I will possibly submit different dates.But I would like already to know those who are interested in it. and what is approximetely the best times. It would be in about a month. and I wish to do at least ONCE A MONTH MAYBE TWICE until july 2007, time where..well... I will be moving back to Quebec.. yep I will be leaving (but coming back occasionnaly) I dont really care that much about going in club anymore it is boring most of the time and gets expensive. But FREE WHIPPING and LOTSA PLEASURES where I am free to go as far as I please. THAT I CAN DO WITH.


I am not putting this entry as friend only because I do not have the email-contacts for all the fun kinky people around, so please pass the word around... post this on your journal, send the link whatever. tell people to come here to comment if they want in. or they can write me a email at onyxx.mehkare@gmail.com if they are too shy to leave their email adress here. (note that people that are writing to give insults and piss me off just cause this is not a friend only post will be executed after I rip their eyes out of their sockets. thanks)

I am a bit worried about my health. Too tire, dizzy, monster ane, etc. Maybe its nothing...just the bad that is expulsed. yeah.
hopefully. I am working on my character/alter ego morgane mandragore background (her family history, her roots) at noon I have a meeting at work and the boss pays the food... hhummm chicken.

AND i saw in the journal, jeff Martin (former singer of Tea Party) is getting a cd out on the 11 april and is in show at the spectrum on april 20

This is NATACHA You might remember me from my old LJ dillight!
I have decide to make a comeback to reach out and start maybe to have a bit of a social life again. The last year I pretty much needed to retire completely for various personal reasons. But now I am ready to see you guys again and participate to the Montreal Life...

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But here are some things you might want to consider:

What pisses me off right now makes my life difficult is that feeling that people don't really, truly want to accept that I Am the WAY I AM now, I feel like people got too used of me being docile and giving the world. Well guess what.... I am not at War, I just reclaim respect, I just ask for acceptance that I am myself. I have NO REGRET whatsoever of the choices I have made lately. I have not a moment of self doubt about my happiness versus others needs to see me unchanged and always and forever the same.

I have grown, I have changed, I am blossoming and if it means that some people cannot "take" who I am, well so be it.

You know about Alchemical Psychology?
Its all about advancing in the quest to reach your full potential.
To find the Philosopher Stone is to reach our full potential.
We have the power to turn the rough inner materia to the gold.
In Jung term it's the INDIVIDUALISATION.
You become whole in yourself.
This is why I have NO REGRET about the path I CHOOSED.
I am not bound to listen to anybody, to live my life for anyone, I dont have to be anything that anyone wants me to be.
I have to be MYSELF.
BEING TRUE TO MYSELF is what I am DOING RIGHT NOW.

If you want to stand by me as my friend, good, but accept me completely.
I dont ask you to agree with me all the time, I dont ask you to always be around either
I just want you to Love me, Respect me, and trust that I have made the best choices for myself.

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And by the way, please feel free to add yan_the_ripper to your friend list, he is an amazing guy and my boyfriend. I'll introduce him to you guys soon face to face!!!!!